i always tell myself that i won’t give up this time
but when i try to go on with something, i just keep getting self-deprecating thoughts in my head
i think of all the people who have done it better
i shift around and am just overall uncomfortable as i try to go on with what i’m doing
then i get some philosophy bullshit stuck in my head and basically analyse it to the point where i wonder what the point is
so i just give up
i guess i’m just not meant to be strong